Dammit

My ex, Matt, he’s a musician. So I told him to sing me some random song by Death Cab for Cutie but he sang me “Dammit” instead by Blink 182, one of my favourite songs, and in it, there’s cussing. I was wondering if he was going to say the lyric “fucked” and he did and it was cool. I don't think I ever heard the guy curse before. 😎

6:00 a.m.

At 6:00 a.m. the night starts to crack. The sky turns three shades lighter. I rarely watch movies anymore. I used to watch a lot of movies as a child. My girlfriends and I would go to the corner store and other video rental places to scoop up the best looking movies and get really into them.

Leg day is today, at 6:15 a.m. and it's my favourite day. It's September first, which is kinda pivotal if you ask me. It's about to be winter again. I'm ready. I love winter. I don't hate it.

Chelsea unblocked me so I creeped the shit out of her mostly private profile but it was nice to see her thriving and living her best life. That's an ex-best-friend of mine. We grew apart. It's Sunday morning and I'm at home and I've pulled my blinds down.